Monday:

I like to help other people. Together, we will all reach paradise on earth. We will hold hands and laugh and sing and beat drums in a huge circle.

My friend Poshko talks about these drum schools in Brazil with 4,000 drummers all beating together. Awesome. That’s all it takes to understand god.

Too bad that’s not such a trivial thing.

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Monday:

How many billion people?
And not one of us has a clue?

I am not really angry. But Ani DiFranco always puts me in a serious sort of mood. Maybe I should be listening to poppier music.

Nah. I’ll be ok.

I don’t really have any new gripes with the world today.
Same old stuff.

Sunday:

Stayed up way late again. Had a good breakfast, though.

Fiddling with damn computer and sound card. Bunch of crap if you ask me.

I’m still worried about the state of the world. No real developments there from what I can tell. I did sleep all day, though.

I’m starting to really think about the way I interact with other people, especially possible love interests. I really louse things up most of the time.

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Sunday:

I worked on a track last night. It’s coming along. I have to fight the urge to record it before it’s ready, though. The problem with that is I’ll probably get tired of it before it’s finished enough to be ready.

Maybe I should just record when I want to and just keep adding pieces and components and keep working on stuff and just go go go.

That sounds good.

We visited a paintball park the other day. We didn’t do any shooting, but I can say that’s a weird place!

Friday:

The beating!
Beat. Beat. The beat…
the rumble in the distance. The sound of marching soldiers approaching. Woah! Step back. You’re being crazy. Think for a moment. You don’t really believe all this nonsense, do you?

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Friday:

Someone wrote me some nice comments. Thank you someone.

What’s weird is that he talks about how he feels like he knows me (which is quite a sweet compliment, I think) but I don’t know him. It’s true. See how above I only call him ‘someone’? That proves.

I guess one thing I think, though, is that I now know him better than I’ll ever know most of the people I see in the supermarket.

This crazy communications technology has made the whole concept of geography irrelevant. That is sort of neat because it allows new ideas to form that never would have before, but it’s sort of sucky because people don’t even hang out with their next-door neighbors anymore. I’ve said this before, but it’s still true.

It’s sad. But this is the blessing, so thanks someone for making me happy.

Thursday:

Strife.
People don’t get along and it causes major situations to develop. We are still so basic. We can’t even let really insignificant things like our own pride go. Little personal ego battles cause so many problems. Geez.

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Thursday:

Sage and I went to LinuxWorld and saw lots of dorky stuff. It was fun. It was in San Jose, which is sort of a boring town, I think.

We saw Linus Torvalds (the guy who invented and continues to be a primary developer for the Linux operating system) talk about some world issues. That was interesting.

I’m out of wisdom at the moment. Sorry.

Tuesday:

We looked at a place today…
3 story art deco office building in a heavy industrial zone.

Oh my, it was cool.

I hope there aren’t any hidden problems with it. I think it might be the one. I thought some of the others were cool, but this place is awesome.

It could be in a better area, though.

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Tuesday:

It’s so hard to please everyone.
Sometimes, it’s even so hard to please anyone.

But its not about pleasing other people. It’s about pleasing yourself. As long as you are happy, the world will notice.