Thursday:

I have faith in myself. I try to anyway. I am the power that’s keeping the lamp beside me turned on late into the night so I can think to myself and come up with the strange-o-rama things to say. And do you think to yourself why you keep coming back here? I know I might say something quite catching every other time or two, but mostly I don’t say much at all really.

I just sort of beat around a very interesting bush. And I guess maybe you think I might figure out something a little more interesting about the bush by being near it… And perhaps I suppose that might be so.

I think mostly you are just liking the fact that you end up coming up with other new and interesting thoughts about the bush on your own. You should email me those thoughts, so I can have them, too! Don’t be a thought hog!

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Thursday:

I am a snob. I like to come up with ideas and pretend I am sharing, but how can I really be sharing ideas unless you have a way to share, too?

You could just send me email… but I could just throw it away… and that’s probably what I’d do … ahaggghaha.

I did a Special Sauce. Whoo!

Tuesday:

Mesmerize

mesmerize me
with your angel eyes
and your delicate caress.
ignite my forgotten senses
and tempt my unexplored desires.
make me believe in ghosts
and secret spirits of the night.
Fill my mind
with realized fantasies
and neglected obligations.
turn me and my world
around and upside down.
remind me what it feels like
to remember and forget all at once.
cast a glance my way,
and pause a moment too long
and an eternity too short,
just once.

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Tuesday:

Spout

spout your nonsense
a little louder
if you please

my own fear
of failure and consequence
tends to clog my ears

Saturday:

bless me,
me and my heart of steel
for I have been touched
by an armor-piercing magic
a spirit that defies all logic
and transverses all space.

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Saturday:

the circles are converging and closing… the time for bringing in new nodes is dissolving. Who will continue to be the socialites, and who will just settle for whatever’s left?

It’s a sad state of affairs in many ways, but some people are just so short-sighted. It’s sometimes pretty hard to look beyond today, or even tomorrow, but there is always another day. And if there isn’t… well, it doesn’t really matter anyway.

Thursday:

Cosmo Brown and Konkrete Jungle last night!
It was fun.
I came home and made a beat that I think I still like today… though it’s slower than I remember.

I’m getting to this point where I just have to put some stuff up on this site for you all to take a gander at… Then I’ll have to deal with comments, I guess.

aie!

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Thursday:

a pile of rubble
is sitting on my head.
it sort of hurts, but I can move a little
to get a better position.
and that helps.

I’m currently trying to poke out one
of the rocks with my tongue, so I can get
a sweet taste of real, fresh air.

Monday:

Breakbeat Era was lots and lots of crazy fun. They’re one of the most exciting musical projects out today. The mixture of hard-edged drum n bass with very accessible and groovy funk basslines and vocals makes them a one of a kind.

Without a doubt, check it out.

I also went to the Coachella Music Festival this weekend… Lots of great innovative bands. Tool stole the show for me. Even though I’ve seen them 4 times now, they never cease to amaze. I hope they never get stale. How depressing that would be!

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Monday:

I’m still having trouble keeping my focus. I’m interested in a million different things around me all the time. That’s good, but sometimes maybe I’m not really so interested as I might think… maybe I’m just looking for something to distract myself with because I’m having trouble committing to actually finishing anything…

I am starting to feel a bit of a reluctance to really commit something… I guess I’m still young, but it seems to be increasing a bit. I’m less sure of myself all the time.