Heroin and crack.
Nicotine and Jack.
Don’t put your finger up my butt.
Unless I’m in a major rut.
And even then, be gentle.
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Fun party.
Small, lots of new people. I kept myself, but a couple of cuties paid me some dues and gave me some attention. Life is ok.
It’s getting better overall, I’d say.
Lemme see. some words of wisdom…
If you can forget that you’re falling down a long hole that will almost certainly end in your end, you might be able to take some time to watch the scene that’s passing you by.
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Friday:
Everything in America is about money.
No matter how you cut it or how much you try to forget it.
You can suck nitrous balloons all your life or fill your veins full of heroin or peanut butter or whatever, and nothing is going to change.
It’s all about dollars, cash, money.
Money is all most people think about. They worry about paying for this or that. They want to make their millions so they can drive their fancy cars and fuck their fancy women. They want to wear the nicest clothes and be seen in the ritziest places and they’ll do just about anything they can to make that happen.
It’s more addictive than any other thing on our planet. Once you have a little more than a little, you will always want more.
And more.
And it goes on. And there’s nothing you or anyone else can do about it.
So, if you forget about the problems with money, you can start to think about all the things you can do with it.
You can buy a whole studio full of the coolest music equipment and you can spend your whole life sucking nitrous balloons and jacking your veins full of heroin and playing with your toys.
If you’re lucky or inspired or something else you might even manage to make someone else a little happy, too.
And you will be a winner.
And we will love you for it.
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Wednesday:
I have been struggling to get these frickin frontpage extensions working with the dreamhost system for so long, and I am almost there! I’ve almost got it! I just need to try a couple more things and I’ll have it!
Glory day.
And many of you have returned my survey already! Thanks for not just tossing it away.
I’ve started noticing that my extremities are numb most of the time… I think maybe I really do spend a bit too much time sitting in front of my computer. I need to get out more and move the rest of my body.
Wish me luck… I hope I don’t shrivel up and die!
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Tuesday:
There just aren’t enough hours in the day.
Or maybe I have to get used to things not happening as quickly as I want them to.
I should do that… I should relax a bit.
And play with my new toy!
(when I’m not witty or wise, it’s intentional)
I got a new toy. I think it might be one of the best things that’s happened to me in awhile.
I’m not planning to grow up anytime soon.
(oh yeah, and I’d like to point out that when I’m not witty and wise, it’s on purpose… it’s all part of my plan)
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Sunday:
Sometimes it’s hard to say or do what you really think you should do. Sometimes, you get into a looop where you question why you think you should do it, and you think maybe you’re wrong, and you start to worry that it might not work out the way you think.
But none of that matters. But you still end up just standing around and waiting for a miracle or something instead of just jumping in and feeling the water cover you from the tips of your toes to the top of your fool head.
No matter how many things I think about and mull over and get all excited or pissed off about … walking through a kitchen with some fresh food and a bunch of spices and seasonings and all sorts of other delectables all bunched together and a smell that makes you stop and sniff… well, that just makes me not care for minute.
Food is good!