three times dreaming
of a far away night
birds singing softly
without a doubt.
pirouettes smashing through the clouds
and laundrymat ballerinas taking center stage.
Assault with a deadly idea.
Unheard of around here,
but integral for change.
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Wednesday:
I think sometimes maybe I might still be trying to do too much at once. All at once, I might actually be doing nothing. Nothing at all. At all.
Or maybe I might just be helping to start a million new threads of imaginative possibility. That seems somehow a little too hopeful to be true. Sad old me.
I guess I always figure I’ll have some interesting stories to tell when all is said and done. Let’s just hope I have enough time to actually get them all out. OUt.
spoken softly
those words from another night
boundless specifics
ending without a fight.
embracing quickly and maybe not at all.
We create a new cause with every heavy breath.
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Sunday:
What does it mean when a girl is standing across the room and you catch her looking at you, and then perhaps a little while later you find her standing near you, but not looking?
Is she waiting for you to talk to her?
If so, what’s she want you to say to her? If not, what’s in the heck is going on?
laughing at something that isn’t really funny just because I want you to laugh, too.
and then ever so happy that you laugh just because I laugh, and I know we could be lovers.
But then also knowing that possibly we will never be because that’s just how the world I am in works.
But then still for that moment not really caring because you are laughing and just right then there’s nothing I could want more.
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Friday:
My cat’s been sort of nicer to me lately. I think she’s warming up a bit. She’s grown up in this crazy big place with lots of other cats around. It’s hard for a small, young cat to really get comfortable here. That’s too bad, you know?
I’ve decided I’m going to start reading more regularly again. I think it’s a good time in my life. I have tons of free time and all that.
la la la de da
waiting for the water to fall.
la da la de doo
I wonder just what it’s going to do.
Yesterday was crazy.
Right when I got into work, there was an emergency with some guy’s server having been down for 12 hours already, and when I checked it out, it was pretty messed up, and I had to scramble to get everything up and running right. That was before breakfast.
Then, later in the day, one our data centers somehow had a 3 hour outage taking down a lot of our stuff, including the machine I had just fixed that morning. Man.
A new guy started, though. That’s really got my mood up. I think it’s a good thing.
Somehow I made it through yesterday without getting too stressed out, though. Cool.
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Monday:
I am just getting over a rather vicious cold. I’m happy about that.
I also have revived my old Mac yet again. I think it’s going to stay with me for awhile this time.
I’m using the new Preview Release 3 of Netscape 6 to write this. It actually seems to work ok. Cross your fingers!
I am going to finally get license plates for my car I bought a year ago tomorrow. Whee!
Life is moving along. That it is.
I started a new track tonight.
If you haven’t heard my latest project, feel free to check it out and let me know what you think…
I also went grocery shopping today. Finally! That makes me feel so good for some reason. I really should do it more often.
Ok, and for reading all that, a quick poem.
Lots of love, I tell you now.
I have some left, still somehow.
I pour it out, left and right,
in between and around those fist-fights.
I am lover, it’s true indeed,
but I don’t take any shit, either!
I went to Radio Shack today to get a couple of miniplug to rca cables and maybe some miniplug cable extendors, too.
But the RadioShack I went to didn’t have much of anything useful. It just had a bunch of gold-plated, crappy sort of home theater cables. And all their home theater stuff is pretty much cheap crap, too. They have some ok, stuff, but geez. I just wanted a couple of basic cables, and they didn’t have it.
Sucky.
So, that’s the worst thing that happened to me today. What a lucky guy I am!
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Saturday:
Sometimes, it actually pains me to see so many fancy girls while I’m driving through some parts of LA. There’s so many people with plenty here, and so many people with needy elsewhere.
I do realize that these are different worlds, and you have to adopt some somewhat unique living patterns to get along in LA. It’s a strange sort of place. Love it, I do not. Hate it, I do not either. Like it… sometimes.
I just hope the people with the fancy cars around here do think about it once in awhile. Just some thought.
We can hope.