Category: really old

I had written a good start to a GCOID posting the other day when some random act of computer god made it not occur. Fuck a duck.

Oh well. That’s my excuse.

And here’s an impromptu poem. Hope you love it!

rock
my sock
don’t rock the boat

drink
the water
don’t drink the milk

sink
the boat
don’t sink the shrink

dunk
the ball
don’t dunk the donut

sing
the blues
don’t sing your praise

free
the music
don’t free the animals

Well… it’s more random gibberish than a poem, but you probably didn’t notice anyway. haha.

de message n de starz.

I connected with some people last night. I don’t really connect as deeply as I used to… I think things are going on in my life that don’t really have analogs in some of the other lives around me. I’m starting to need to seek out the people that I really can relate with. They are out there… but I set things up in such a way that I relate with one person on one level and another person on another level and I just keep spacing it out like that so I don’t have to worry about releasing the innards of my heart to any single person. Or something, I guess.

I think perhaps I put a little too much thought into my every action. It’s starting to restrict my growth as a person… Although I am coming to a lot of interesting conclusions about the human condition. whoo.

technology is just another bogus religion. It promises to be the bringer of all you need and really only causes more problems than it can ever fix.

That seems pretty pessimistic to me, and I guess it probably is, but it’s just hard to shake the feeling that we’re just spinning along, feeling the wind in our face, and not really noticing what we’re riding over…

It’s easy to get caught up in things, I guess. You have to try to stay aware and awake while doing it, though, so you can tell other people what it’s like so they can maybe try to not get caught up in it when it gets to them. Eventually, someone will figure it out, right?

So.
The real world is shuffling by me while I’m just paying attention to imaginary ones. That might be. But I don’t really know what’s so desirable about the real world. I don’t know what’s so darn good about “real”.

I got my old Amiga 500 back out of storage!
Whee! It hadn’t been booted up for probably six years, but it started right up! Crazy beans. Fun fun fun living in the past…

The thoughts I have known and loved,
continue to circle around in my head,
despite my best attempts to remember and forget.

The loves I have felt
will never leave me be, either.
They are here to see me green and
humble.

One time, one.
An announcement.
Coming soon to follow up on the reinvention of idallas.com comes the much too long awaited iThug.com. Respect it.

Yeeah.
One time.

I have also just finished Skinny Legs and All. It’s quite cataclysmic in a very subtle way. Good read if you’re having some trouble thinking.

It’s snowing today, here in Ohio. Just in time to welcome me in! It’s just a light sprinkle, but there’s something so delicate about snow that just can’t be matched by anything in industrial LA.

I’ve watched more TV in the past 12 hours than I had in the past 3 months. There’s still nothing on, and MTV is even worse.

Oh well. I slept pretty well last night, and I don’t have a lot to do for a few days. Maybe I’ll do something wonderful and interesting!

Ohio, here I come!
I’m leaving California to go spend a few days in the mid-west. Life is slower out that direction… I have a lot planned for my slow time.

I have a lot of reading and writing and general play-time to partake in.

I’m looking forward to it, I think. We’ll see how I feel after the first couple of days, though.

Now, I have to pack…